I feel like I'm living a neverending juggling act.
But you know what, I like juggling, so its okay.
I'm just scared I'll drop one and the whole thing will come tumbling down...
Seriously though, life has been one hell of a battle this year, against myself and time. I can never fit everything into 24 hours, and it breaks my heart to leave something out! In the meantime, I've been sacrificing sleep to make up for it. It makes me wonder: is this sustainable? Will I crumble soon? I tell myself: all you gotta keep is strong, move along, move along, just to make it through. (All-American Rejects ftw.) So I guess I'm making it through - for now, at least. I'm trying to do an impossible amount of things, equipped with only huge amounts of determination and energy. Because you can't run out of energy. Just when you thought you couldn't move a finger, you find some means to move an arm.
But on the other hand, it's extremely taxing in the long term. I'll be celebrating if I'm still alive in March.
