untangle

lights off

ipod on full blast

i stare up into the dark

where my ceiling would be

maybe tears will come

gushing, pouring, flowing free... but

i don't know anymore

it's all a blur. i become

numb to this world

numb to my friends

i continue to dilly-dally

through this hell i've made my life

this sweet and satisfying hell

fuck

stop crying, tina

get up

pause the music

turn the lights

back

on